To think they wanted to stay in the depth of our sanctuary, even when our mental fog has cleared to reveal such a scenic area. Seems they’ve desynced our thoughts as well, but we know what’s on their mind. Should probably go check in and offer some solace as usual.
Right as they are, they should also know better than anyone that this clarity is conditional. Be nice if we could just stay here but there’s no avoiding that reality in the long run. Oh well, guess we should make the best of these ephemeral moments.
In agreement for the most part but is the answer to always retreat into our sanctuary?
We don’t see anything wrong with it, we have the ability to do what’s required of us and avoid all else.
Well then, have we always been like that? You’d have to agree some of our best memories & experiences are from when we denied our nature and tried something new.
Sure, but it has also been a double-edged sword more often than not.
For once could you stop being so pessimistic?
What can we say, we’re a realist. Sometimes you value optimism too much.
*sigh* Make sense, we are of one mind after all. Always subjectively balancing each other out.
Yeah… Say. Do you ever think we’ll find what we’re looking for in life?
Hard to say, the future is whatever we make of it. It’s just important to know that there is only so much we can do alone.
Ah, there goes our down-to-earth outlook on life.
Why’s that such a surprise? We’ve learned from the mistakes we made when we let both our selfishness & altruism run free. Seems like our other half needs to learn that as well.
Haha… We’re just ever-cautious is all.
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Doesn’t feel like it.
What’s that?
About when we asked what we’re searching for in life. We feel like we approach our interests and hobbies half-heartedly. Even when trying to rectify our flawed being.
Those feelings are definitely mutual. We just have to find it in ourselves to fix those imperfections. All apart of being human.
True, but you also know what we’re talking about.
Yeah, but it’s not something we can just share with anyone. Remember what happened a while ago? We’ll just have to get used to people seeing us one way and well….there’s nothing we can do about that sadly. Just another thing to add to the list of self-criticalities.
Regardless of fault, that feels like a burden we’ll have to carry with us for our lifetime. We humans can be so complicated at times.
Oh come on. Those thought patterns don’t suit you well.
Whatever. Nothing wrong with that. It’s just more proof of what we already know. We just have to remain adaptable is all.
Uh-huh, and we’ll just draw you back in when you go overboard.
Seriously, look who’s talking, we’re not even gonna state the obvious. Anyways, what are you transcribing over there?
Ah..uh…Nothing much, just some thoughts & emotions.
Our thoughts, don’t even gotta look, already know what they’re about. Oh yeah, got some things to review within our Veil, just thought of them.
*eye closed* Oh yeah, glad we remembered those. Just the thought of them has also sparked some new concepts we should try out.
Got a couple of good memories to log alongside those as well.
*reminiscing* Those were some times we wish we could experience again. Both the good and the bad.
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What’s with the strange look? Something in our hair?
Nah, something on your face. A face we wish others could see.
Oh please, we totally can. We’re just apprehensive most of the time.
More like lost in our own thoughts all of the time.
Well, it is how we cope and where our imagination keeps us preoccupied with new ideas.
Hehe~ that’s also kinda funny yet to be expected.
The flux in our psyche? Would be abnormal if it didn’t~
𝅘𝅥𝅮 𝅘𝅥𝅮 𝅘𝅥𝅮
Alright, enough dwelling on the deep stuff. Let’s rest our weary mind and enjoy the space that’s resulted from that. You can at least agree to that right?
Don’t see why not considering our current situation. Never know when it’ll happen again.
You’re kidding, where’s our adventurer’s spirit? No way that’s faded.
Of course not. Just make sure you can keep up when we really get going.
Well now, we’ll see about that. C’mon, let’s see if we can reach the boundaries this time.
Well if you wanna get technical…
Sarcasm? That’s two for two. Relieved to see you’re in a better mood though.
Just needed someone to talk to…. and uhm. Thank for hanging in there with us.
Likewise… Please never think anything to the contrary. We share everything; both strengths and weaknesses. If anything, we need to always be there for each other. We’re inseparable after all.
Easier said than done. But you’ll find no disagreement here.
Good, now get up and let’s get into the natural flow of things.
Wait, we need to shift into something more adventurous.
Fine, guess we’ll refresh ourselves as well.
We may be our biggest critic, but we must use that to mold ourselves into a person we can live with.
For us, balance is key. But where there is balance, there is also dissonance.
For now we must enjoy this brief moment of tranquility.
Because like clockwork, this will be followed by a dysphoria we must endure…Alone.